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by Calling All Captains

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1.
Arcand 01:45
Here's to another night where we can settle for a trainwreck, another night alone in this cold bed at home and the thing is I don't wanna be told that I'm dreaming. I'll wake up, wake up, because I love this feeling. Northwest winters keep getting colder, colder by the year, and I told myself I'll be fine, but I'm not who I am at all. Here's to another night where we can settle for a trainwreck, another night alone in this cold bed at home and the thing is I don't wanna be told that I'm dreaming. I'll wake up, wake up, because I love this feeling. I thought you'd be there for me but I can't hold on to my problems I thought you'd be there for me but I can't hold on to you
2.
Jamie 02:51
Back when we used to drive all night and listen to the Wonder Years I remember every moment that winter was so cold but you kept me warm I just want to go back to the day we last talked Jamie I thought you'd be there for me but I can't hold on to my problems they weigh me down they weigh me down I told myself that I'll be fine. but I missed my chance, I missed my time to tell you where I went wrong, I'm not who I am at all It's been two long years since I've felt happy with how empty I am I'm surprised I'm still standing this hungry heart can't forget yours Jamie I thought you'd be there for me but I can't hold on to my problems they weigh me down they weigh me down I guess I'll get by by myself
3.
Northwest 03:10
These northwest winters keep getting colder by the year and I don't think that I can handle spending one more night in this cold bed alone You're a hundred miles away and I guess I'll be the first to say that the distance is more than I can take (more than I can take) But there's not much that I can do but write another fucking sad song about it and what good will that do These northwest winters keep getting colder by the year and I don't think that I can handle spending one more night in this cold bed alone I'm not fine, this distance plays with my mind and I can't help but feel like this is all my fault but I'm trying If you listen to the song that plays in my head you'd understand what this means to me Cause I've spent most of my adult life on hardwood floors of my friend's houses a part of this is starting to feel like home These northwest winters keep getting colder by the year and I don't think that I can handle spending one more night in this cold bed alone I'm not fine, this distance plays with my mind and I can't help but feel like this is all my fault but I'm trying We've got our messy hair and hungry hearts to keep us company My surroundings are constantly changing but I still hear your voice inside my head I'm not fine, this distance plays with my mind and I can't help but feel like this is all my fault but I'm trying These northwest winters keep getting colder by the year and I don't think that I can handle spending one more night in this cold bed alone I'm not fine, this distance plays with my mind and I can't help but feel like this is all my fault but I'm trying
4.
Trainwreck 03:48
I haven't been a total mess since the day you let me in You had a grip on me, I fell into your sinking sand Fuck the world I wanna sleep I'm done with waking up like this Tell me, does it seem okay to spend a week on your living room floor? Here's to another night where we can settle for a trainwreck in our heads so let's tip this glass and tear this year from a memory that's fading quickly Cause this bottle's a story with sad eyes before it, sinking into another night alone and while I'm taking this out on my liver you still won't feel a god damn thing in the morning All that this anxiety has shown is what it feels like to be surrounded by everyone you know and feel as lonely as you've ever been but this isn't the first time that I've fallen apart it's easy to feel alone with this messy hair and a hungry heart Here's to another night where we can settle for a trainwreck in our heads so let's tip this glass and tear this year from a memory that's fading quickly Cause this bottle's a story with sad eyes before it, sinking into another night alone (and while I'm taking this out on my liver you still won't feel a god damn thing in the morning) I know I'm nothing special, I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose I know I'm nothing special, I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose I know I'm nothing special, I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose I know I'm nothing special, I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose
5.
Twenty Two 02:15
Well I don't want to be the one who's left out of the light, all my friends are growing up and leading adult lives. I'm 22 and I don't want to be told that the life I lead is falling behind, don't take what's left of the ounce of youth thats still in me Here's the thing I feel like I've been told for far too long that I'm dreaming and here's the thing I don't wanna be told that the life I lead is the wrong story Well I don't want to be the one whose goals are out of reach, working day by day just to survive is not my dream Here's the thing I feel like I've been told for far too long that I'm dreaming and here's the thing I don't wanna be told that the life I lead is the wrong story I'll let it slip away, out of my arms. Nothing feels as good as these long drives. The nights we won't forget are the ones we felt alive So here's the thing I feel like I've been told for far too long that I'm dreaming and here's the thing I don't wanna be told that the life I lead is the wrong story (you said "get over this dream you've been chasing" well I'll never give up on this You don't understand that this is all we have, this all we are) So here's the thing I feel like I've been told for far too long that I'm dreaming and here's the thing I don't wanna be told that the life I lead is the wrong story

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released February 9, 2016

Lyrics and music written by Calling All Captains
Engineered/produced by Greg Wright (Hillbilly Wizard Sound)

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Calling All Captains Edmonton, Alberta

Originating from small towns outside of Edmonton, Alberta, pop punk/post-hardcore band Calling All Captains, consisting of Luc Gauthier (vocals), Brad Bremner (guitar/vocals), Connor Dawkins (guitar/vocals), Nick Malychuk (bass), and Tim Wilson (drums), is eager to finally share their new album, “Slowly Getting Better”, with the world. ... more

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